Tired
I have to say that when I am tired, it seems like the time I am most likely to give in to temptation. I have had several different nights this week, that I have been tired, running late, and not having had any dinner. I wanted to give in! A little here a little there! What will it hurt? I guess I just have to think that when I want to cheat I am not cheating anyone else but myself. I was thinking today wouldn't it be something if every pound I took off added an extra day to my life! I have to put it in these terms to myself. That is what I face with already having had this heart attack by the time I am 40. They (who ever they are) say that you have to hit rock bottom in order to change. I definitely hit rock bottom and then some! Its frightening the path that I was headed down. I could still head down that road if I am not careful. I have to repeat to myself I am a addict especially to sweets. If I have one bite that bite will turn into one more and so on. I can't let down my guard for a minute. For whatever reason sugar especially with chocolate gives me a feeling of fulfillment. I feel really good as I am eating this junk and as I have said before after it's all gone I feel really guilty. One week from tomorrow I will be weighting in for the third time during this process. I will actually see how the other contestants are doing. I want to hit things hard this week, but also have to remind myself I am not on the Biggest Loser! Slow and steady wins the race. All things are possible:) xo
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